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Thursday, October 05, 2006

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Im affected by sch, everything and him..wat more to say..im aint happy like wat i used to be..
Depressed and currently lookin for a miracle to solve this..
I dun know wat to do..
i once beg u but u dont seem to be bothered at all..now serious things has happen and im currently in a confused state..really depressed abt it..i wish i hv nv met u before cos u hurt me real pain..

Princess Mousie blew you kisses @ 3:46 PM

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

..on the verge of toyin ppls feeling..

my life is being screwed up..
my heart is shattered now..
but still i love him..

im depressed again..a suicide word actually came thru my mind..and im not kidding anyone wit it..im already very sad over it on wat he has done..i dun know if he would hv his retribution or not..but maybe a dreadful one i hope..

i love him but i guess i was being treated as a toy..a toy tat he can play..thus hes not ready for a committment yet..but a 26 can still play around..dun think tat ur quite old for tat..maybe i will feel sorry for ur future wife..

im jus to stupid to be blind over you..trusted u and love you..now i guess u must be flirtin around..maybe u r a true bastard and a ass..ur jus showing a gd side of urside to me and hidding the baddie side till then a break up which is a excuse to jus screw me upside down..im not a toy..i hav feelings for you..do u know tat i din even wan lose u..and love you so much..guess i was totally wrong abt u..

im always a cheerful person..due to u..im piece of shit now..and even wandering soul..a soul tat longs for happiness..but i'll be strong and hope u get wat u done a retribution..cos ur not worth it u..bad bad bad tempers..gd luck to U on ur next relationship..

it takes foreva to nuture love and understanding..
understand this statement JUSTIN GOH..u will nv capture this as ur heart is black..u nv truly love a person at all..

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Princess Mousie blew you kisses @ 11:04 AM

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

hmmmmm..

erm im bored..and there was a sudden misses of him which led to the misses of his hugs..oh no..why am i missin u justin goh..tats not a gd sign..

humph angie huipin nv turn up for sch..left me all alone..feeling rather lonely..and i felt like turnin back hm..humph..
i wan retail therapy..i wanna eat pastry at canele..enjoy the peaceful and quiet moment wit someone i love..star glazing..i really miss those cuddles..and him calling me baby, mousie and dear..haiz..

in class, nigel can smell me all the way from his seat..say im smelly..boo..i smell gd okie..hee..

dun know wat to do later after sch..perhaps goin back hmie..bored bored bored..

Princess Mousie blew you kisses @ 1:01 PM

Monday, October 02, 2006

hah..

its mon again..boring day lah..but then its fun to be in ashan group..lol..breakfast cum lunch is jus a muffin..darn no mood to eat cos of the painfully ulcers im currently hvin..
stupid idiot is still workin in thai..and maybe hes cmin back end of the year..wts..darn darn..i wan my bacon and chesse chips...gotta wait long for it..omg..boy ah i care for u hor..hahaha..dun say i go flirt and ignore u hor..im a gdy girl..

later would be goin movie wit my bud lo..hohoho..hope everyday is a perfect day..and most important a happy day without saddness..hee..

we din went for movies, instead we walk around town..lookin at things..gagagaga..we exchange our watch and wearin it..his is pretty de lo..love his watch alot..at the same time..he treated me famous amos cookies oatmeal raisin..hee..
both of us boug some things..he got himself a adidas polo tee..not bad..and a facial soap..
me a glitter eyeliner..upcomin dinner can use it..gonna wear my red dress..lookin forward for tat day soon..wooo..
been a vainypot nowadays..im gonna get more makeup stuff from mac soon and even make up store..

fri maybe dating nigel..we gotta go out leh..hahaha..go thai maket again for yummy food or movie hor..hee..

SUN..

weet..hmmm..as usual, sis boug back yummy food hm and my cutie bernice..hah..

met weijie at town for some short walks..ate some snacks..yummy lah..

and ermm boug a cool watch for 100 plus..its black and looks darn futuristic..lookin at the time is darn unique cos its different from other watch..hee..
my wrist is small gotta punch 2 more holes for it..and now its still darn loose..haha..erm losing weight mah? hee..the paperbag is even more unique also..

wanted to get the blink blink watch instead but i dun look gd on tat..i cant wear white watch ar..grr..u cant find tat watch easily..its the sec place i seen it..its very limited..too back i dun look gd on it..