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Saturday, September 30, 2006

am feelin happy once again..

hah..im gettin to get over him plus not thinkin abt him and his presence..after all..wat has been done is already done..but im feelin rather happy recently..cos im gettin attentions from guys and been goin out..
recently went movie session wit the stupid Idiot..and hes now in thai workin..blah blah blah..
and yest was like after meetin huipin wit our bitchin session, met dar (shortform for darren)..he took me clubbin at dbl O..hmmmm..fun..cos we went dance floor and boggie..hee..in fact he looks abit like adrian pang..hahahaha..i aint the first to say tat..

a cute eggplant car..love the color..most attractive car in the parkin lot..

im cravin for pastries already..since i found wheres canele is..another place for quality cakes..yum..wanna try it out..gee..bring me bring me peeps..hahaha..

LIFE STILL CARRIES ON..

Princess Mousie blew you kisses @ 4:55 PM

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

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how i wish i could run away to another country and stay there not even think of comin back..runing away from the fact tat he left me..im tryin to forgetin him but somehow images of him still flashes back..its not easy..bear the fact tat hes gone for sure..wont even be there when i need him..no chance to hear his voice and his laughter..not anymore..really regret on wat i say to him..he wont even know now..and i jus found out he deleted me from msn..its heart breaking issue again..holdin back the tears tat is gonna roll dw my eyes..im feelin miserable rite now..cant even turn back already since wat is done is already done..some times really dun know wat to do..i jus sit alone and think of him..

nowadays..wat i can do is to spend $$..jus spend on something tat i wanna change not ago..and felt like gettin more of the stuffs..

Princess Mousie blew you kisses @ 12:25 PM

Monday, September 25, 2006

its OVER..

me and him..we are over..this is my blog and i can write watever i wan..i got the rite and u aint..its was my fault tat ended this and sad to say i cried almost everyday, even in class..thus everyone saw my most depressed moments wit tears rollin dw non stop..i couldnt help it..when i knew he block me from msn..i was really mad and i msg him in friendster..worst things happen, he even deleted me from there..i was damn irritated and msg him bastard..i branded him wit that name..i knew i was wrong and i even scolded him bastard go to hell..when a girl is mad, she will do anything..which explains tat..he say he needed space..and i din compromised and wat i apologised was aint from my heart..it was fake..damn U..do u know since i knew was my fault, i apologised from sms to emails..i nv lie to you..
but when a person did to block the other party was jus to hv some space was wrong..i stick to u like 24hrs..damn it..do u know tat we jus started our relationship and wat i need is u to be wit me..if ur tired..jus say dun meet today watsoever..to nurture a relationships it takes time..

i love you wholeheartly and i hurt you..why theres no forgive and forget from the past sins..and u claim u r a catholic..i think u might be a forged..

in the end..nothin was saved since i scolded him..

due to tat..i wanted to end my life..i was a emotional for tat moment..cried almost the whole day..

friends cm askin why i was behavin like tat..kept cryin and i cant smile at all..they cm cheerin me up..i appreciate tat alot..thanks..

people was guessin if u really hv another party u like..make it sound like ur a flirt..i din care at all..its a guess..

i love you so much and tats wat i get from you..ur aint patient wit me..i tot if we start all over again..i''ll change for gd..change my attitude but i was wrong..left me all alone now..flashes image of joggin together..u walkin me back hm holdin hands..makin fun of you..makin u simple breakfast..deliver bean curd to u..take care of u when u hv operation..walk u hm..worry abt u..thinkin abt u..watchin movie together..share our laughter..bittin u..givin u massages..kissing ur lips..slpin on ur shoulder..smellin u..this all will onli be memories..
this is really painful..
theres aint a start but jus a end..

PS..*its my blog..my wonderful blog..i write watever things i wan*..

Princess Mousie blew you kisses @ 7:30 PM

ThE GurL