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Saturday, December 23, 2006

shoppin trip..

shopp around wit huitin and awhile wit jiahui..had a chill out at pasta cafe..aint a bad place..thumbs up for the pastas..yum yum..
opps i actually spent alot..first is my mac lippie and plushglass..a black mlphosis dress..classic manicure..
huitin also spent alot as well..hee..

next..andy came and aiyoo another shoppin king..boug like $100 plus clothes..and we all plus jiahui went to sing song at boat quay..

Princess Mousie blew you kisses @ 11:32 PM

Thursday, December 21, 2006

....................again..

once again i feel like cryin..feeling rather depressed..

i so wan him to comfort me now..

traurig und niedergedrückt..warum ich liebe Dich..

Princess Mousie blew you kisses @ 2:34 PM

Wednesday, December 20, 2006

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its 7am in the morni..torturin and my eyes are swollen and u can imagine hw pain it is..i jus slpt for 4 hours..this is lesser than the usual day i had..im becming to think tat im a pain in ppls lives..which i know now..
felt so useless and now im feelin so much in pain..cryin and couldnt breath properly..

i wish i was taken away..so i wish for now is to hav a death awaitin for me..died young and nv bother wit things..and i wish i was nv been born to this world..knowin tat im such a pain..

i nv hope theres a better day..
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i teared again..wats really wrong wit me..well im lonely which i know..sick and tired of everything..

stonin alone in the lib now after fyp and even went to print out my poster for toms presentation.

im feeelin real bad..seriously..

i need someone to lend me his shoulders..maybe ivan would..

diana krall cry me a river is such a sorrow to listen to it..

i have no mood to visit clubs..but i wanna be drunk again..wanna drink and forget about the things..have a good cry..and be a happy Lisa once again..can i have tat..argg nvm im jus hidin all the things inside and i cant let it go..im tortourin myself once more..

im not strong as anyone..i'll breakdw any min anywhere..

Princess Mousie blew you kisses @ 7:07 AM

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

ermm such a brrr cold weather..

feelin rather gloomy now..jus dun know why, maybe tats wat im thinkin..hmmm i actually longed for a relationship..someone tat could be cuddled in bed on such a cold day..snuggled up and wakin up together,givin each other a peck on the cheek..someone to acc wit for breakfast..someone who will take a walk wit u..cook dinner together..someone sweet and thoughful..

since xmas is cmin..i think its a lonely xmas afterall..its gonna be spent wit friends friends friends not wit a loved one i longged for..

feelin lonely as well..omg..felt like cryin again..

from now on..i will stop missing u and its hurtful to be loving someone who doesnt feel the same way..

Princess Mousie blew you kisses @ 11:35 PM

Sunday, December 17, 2006

little baby joshua..

well lookin at someone's blog and he mention abt the buffet he had at the line wit his parents is makin me drool and the pics of it looks temptin and ready to munch them..arggg..hahaha..

acc my mom dw to mt E..we went visit my sis who gave birth to this sweetie tiny little baby joshua on fri..hes really very tiny in size..i became yiyi to 2 little sweeties..hehehe..first is ber ber and now is joshie dearie..